Jay.... Park

My week was very chaotic again. 

But I saw Jay FUCKING Park. 

Yes he was in the netherlands.

I already heard of some group that had plans to go to the airport and welcome him. I live on the other side of the country so at first I didn't wanna go. A train ticket would cost 40€ for me. But I figured I would regret it forever if I would let this slide. So I checked how much was in my bank account. Turned out I still had a whole lot of money so I just got on the train not caring about anything. I even shopped a little bit and got myself some new clothes.

I was practically the first to be at the airport from the group who suggested to meet there. But there was a little disappointment since the site suddenly said Jay would arrive at another time and we could better go home. When I lost more and more hope a few security guards showed up. At first I was a little bit stressed out since I wondered if they would send us away for being too loud. We waited like forever but finally he was there. All the fangirls went totally crazy. At first I tried to follow Jay Park but everything was so crazy I kind of lost him, but I stood like 30 cm beside him. But then his supporting act Victor came and I just ran to them. They were also very cool. Jay was a bit ill so he wasn't smiling very much (like: not) But I shook hands with someone from Victor (my bias ofc) and now I am a bit in love kekekeke~

The travel to home was a disaster. All the trains were suddenly cancelled and when I came halfway I just couldn't go any further. Luckily I traveled with my friend and she invited me over. We had a lot of fun, only a pity I still had to go to school today. But yeah good excuse for missing PE class right? Haha. 

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Rainy Days

Hey guys~
Yesterday was once a productive day for me. I cleaned my room. It was such hard work since I didn't do it in a long while. My floor was all dirty and my sink was even clogged. Apparently too many of my long hairs got into the drain and the water wouldn't even flow down properly. So I had a very hard time getting all those hairs out and it was really gross. I felt so dirty and my clothes even got wet so just jumped in the shower afterwards. But now my room is clean again, even though there are already crumbs from pie and cookies everywhere again.

Today we had PE with another class, but I totally didn't like it. The kids were so active and loud and we also did a very stupid game and I decided to just sit and watch, which turned out to be a very wise decision. School was very boring and tiresome as usual. After school I called my doctor to talk about my chronic fatigue but the conversation didn't go that well but I kinda expected that. But it made me feel totally hopeless and sad. But I'll just have to bear with it.

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Going Insane~

My life is really too much drama so I'm neglecting my readers, still love you all though.
Being too tired and can'even take care of my blog properly. Vacation is over now sadly enough and there has been going on too much. Sorry for my bad English to blame on my fatigue.

I went to a museum today since it was free. It was raining all day and even though I really love rain it was very hard to find motivation to go outside. My twinsister was chilling with her boyfriend and wanted to go a second time dragging her boyfriend along. There were a lot of paintings and drawings which weren't really my taste. But at the upper floor they had a photo exhibition and it was very breathtaking. I can't remember the photographer's name anymore but he made a album cover for lady Gaga. It was a Dutch photographer but I liked his photo's a lot.

After the museum we went for dinner, I didn't really wanna eat at home since our cook (yes we have our own cook) doesn't work in the weekends and the food is most of the time very bad. So we ate pizza and it was very delicious even though I hadn't much appetite. But the ice-cream we had was soo yummy.

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Feeling Productive Today

I did a lot today. Early this morning I had a appointment with someone who always helps me with financial and other stuff (can't find a good word for it damn you english) I had a lot of trouble with paying my insurances, I definitely paid but there went something wrong so they couldn't see I paid. I was totally shocked when they told me I still needed to pay over 400 euro's. But tomorrow I hope to fix everything.

After the appointment I even ate lunch since a long time. Things aren't going very well so I eat very poorly and not even more than one meal a day in the worst cases. I had a lot of energy so I decided to visit the bank since I had to show them my ID-card because my account would be cancelled otherwise. And since I already had too much stress because of my other insurances I didn't want to let that happen too. However they weren't very quick changing my information since they were confused by the information of my twinsister. So I had to wait for half an hour. It was pretty far, so I had my daily exercise too.

I had to be home at 3 actually because my friend said she still came to pick some stuff up. I didn't make it but luckily she was later. I started cleaning my room, I put all the clothes back in the closet since they were all on the floor. After dinner I also had to help with washing the dishes and even did the laundry. I really did a lot today.

This is really a busy week for me, but most of it are just preparations for a K-Pop meeting a friend and me are organizing Thursday and Abunai, a Dutch anime convention saturday.

I'll keep you updated.

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Busy week again

Hey guys~
A week ago I had a sleepover with my boyfriend and a lot of his friends. We watched movies till 3 am, took a walk to watch some stars and tried to sleep after that. I only tried very hard but didn't succeed, but that was very expected since I had to share one airbed with my boyfriend. It was annoying as hell but later on he decided to move on the mattress he placed earlier on because it was too hot (well at least for him since I was freezing) But there was another problem since we only had one blanket. So I didn't sleep very well *obvious* But it was a very fun night and I'm glad I got to see him since he was gone for a week.

I'm busy working on a costume with my best friend since I will be going to an anime convention with her in about 3 weeks. I'm so excited since my last one was 10 months ago and I wanna see all my friends so badly. Also I'm making plans with one of my friends to go to a Korean BBQ restaurant in Amsterdam. It's one of the things I really wanna do and I really can't wait. I saw the menu and all those dishes look so good and I just wanna try everything. And even better it's also all you can eat!! But you have to pay for left-over dishes which is a pity, so I have to train my stomach a bit before going there :p

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Museum & Shopping

Saturday I had a really great day with my twinsister!! I got a lot of stress the day before but everything turned out pretty well. There was a lot of trouble with travelling and then we had to take the bus because the trains weren't riding in around the city we wanted to visit the Primark. I bought such a lot, everything was so cheap and I liked the current collection. My total was 160€ but I'm a rich bitch now so that's okay. I really needed summer clothes because my mori-wardrobe doesn't really allow me to buy summery clothes. But it's a bit too warm for sweaters now.

After that we went to The Van Gogh Museum and his paintings were absolutely wonderful. The queue was a bit less, we had to wait for an hour! I enjoyed being there even though my body wasn't really working the way I wanted it too XD so we had to stop several times to rest. We also visited American Bookcentre since we were already in Amsterdam. My sister always wanted to go there since she saw pictures and thought it was a beautiful shop. I have already been there twice so it was less fun for me. Afterwards we ofcourse ate fries and milkshake, which I love.

This morning I went up very early to get a ticket for Jay Park <3 and I got a golden row ticket which means I will be able to see Oppa very good. I really can't wait and I'm excited as hell of course.

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Unexpected sleepover

Hey~
Since the beginning of the week I have been feeling really bad again. There are so much things on my mind at the moment and it is driving me crazy. Tuesday I went to inform for renting a room and it seemed like my chances became even smaller and even more expensive. On top of that it was really hot and I really don't like extreme weather.
Wednesday my stomach aches (I get those when I'm totally stressed out) got really bad and I decided to leave the house for a moment since being here gives me even more stress. My boyfriend was seeing some friends that afternoon and dragged me along :p The girl we visited had her own pool (lucky) and it was slightly colder but still very hot. The water was so nice and even though I couldn't really swim since I still have no swimwear I really enjoyed the water. I didn't even go into the water but since everyone was having fun my clothes got soaking wet. However we were having fun for too long so I had to stay over.

Tomorrow I will do some fun things with my twinsister but I'll keep you updated <3

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