donderdag 30 mei 2013

Survived it and won exhaustion~

Hello~
I finished the written part of my finals now and in 2 months I still have the verbal part. I am totally exhausted but still alive XD so that's why I didn't post much. I didn't sleep very good either, which had to be essential but I just couldn't. My exhaustion was so bad I almost fell asleep when I had my last (english) exam. But it was so freaking easy we had to write an informal letter and we got text from like 3 paragraphs, are you kidding me? This week I already 'took a few days of' aka I just couldn't leave my bed since even lifting my hand was the most impossible task. I still feel freaking tired but already decided to go to school tomorrow. The thing I hate most about staying home is not wearing pretty clothes *such a materialist ain't I?*

But well can't really think of intresting thing that happened last weeks and don't wanna bore you all with how I slept (which I clearly didn't do much either) This Monday I will actually be moving to some kind of house where I will learn about living on my own and all. It is giving me really much stress and didn't even want to write about it since I would have to think about it then *aargh*. Maybe more on that later though. There is so much on my mind and didn't even had the energy to finish my sewing projects and hope everything will turn out moving etc.

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maandag 13 mei 2013

End of school and my life D:

Hello~
This vacation I haven't been posting as much as I planned too. I felt really bad with the final stress and such/ I had huge stomach aches and felt very depressed. I am so freaking scared of failing even though I can still do it again next year since I have to do the rest of my other subjects too then. I had my first test today, but something got wrong and my teachers told me I had some reading stuff but turned out I have that tomorrow and made this totally bad since I couldn't really focus well on it. But well now I know that for tomorrow, and on top of my bad luck today I also forgot all my books so after I finished I couldn't really be very productive.

But after school my aunt visited with her kids and my twinsister also came home (which we already promised) so I especially bought some sweets (or not exactly but don't know what to call it XD) We just love eating. It was fun and I felt a bit better. And I even got new shoes now. There was a sale at our local shoe-shop and the shoes I've been eyeing forever were on discount too. Although they didn't have any natural colors in my size anymore, so I had to choose between a size too small or a bright cold color. So now I have blue ones, but maybe they would even go very well with my wardrobe. They are just a bit more suited for gyaru than mori kei now, but I like them so much.

Lol I won't even try and promise whatever I'm still going to upload you'll see it yourself. No JK I will still upload my outfit from today because it's something I made myself and it is finally finished after a year.

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