Hey everyone~!!!

Today I was very tired because I slept really short. I wasn't feeling well yesterday my stomach was behaving weird and I decided to stay at home instead of going to school. But suddenly at 1 AM I felt bad and somehow guilty about neglecting my school even though I still don't have to do anything much because it's the start of the year and I have a special kind of schooling. There is also a lot on my mind lately that makes it harder to find any motivation for everything I don't like to do. But there might even be a way I can combine my schoolwork with sewing or some other creative activities. It's some kind of bribe to get me to school I guess.

But today there was some kind of event/market and there were a lot of stands with fabric and other sewing stuff. I always like going there because there are some really cheap sellers. I found some fabric that was so perfect to recreate a dress that Hyorin (from sister :p) once wore with a live performance of 'Lead Me' and I've been loving that dress soo long now. But the problem was that I don't have a searcher (yet) so I couldn't even sew it. So we didn't buy it directly and searched for another one, but we didn't find one as perfect as that first one. So at the end we decided to go back and buy it, but yeah just my luck, we couldn't find it at all. I was sooo dissapointed and depressed. My back and feet hurted really badly also and we still had to walk a long way to the station.

But luckily I picked up some really beautiful fabrics, mostly all pink, one orange and a polyester fabric for lining. I think I will definitely make some sketches tomorrow. I really can't wait to start sewing with these lovely fabrics. And I am also happy because I can finish some other projects now. Or at least I will try to because I had some trouble with finishing most of the pieces I started.  But I have also new thread so that wouldn't be an excuse to neglect me from finishing it. Friends have been asking for pictures from my creations but can't show them anything much yet.
And I am sooo damn excited for the delivery of my hello kitty camera~!!!!!

Lastly I still want to share an MV from the 'To The Beautiful You' OST
I thought it had a great mori-kei feeling to it and I absolutely adore it.
It's already realeased a while ago but hope you enjoy, make sure to watch the drama <3

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Getting depressed by the weather

Hey everyone~!!!
I have been absent for quite a while now. My deepest apologies I actually tried to post daily but I get really tired of school and such so I just write when I have enough energy and inspiration.

This Sunday I had a party of a movie project me and some friends started a long time ago, we met them at a convention when they participated in a contest with their first video. My twinsister and I were asked to help with the second although we live in complete other parts of this country. But I made costumes and we played a minor role so it was quite fun. After a year they finally finished it and thought of some kind of premier event.  We had to travel 2 hours but we missed the train, my twinsis is always tardy and it really annoys me. But because it was Sunday the trains rode less often which meant we had to wait an hour. The travelling didn't go very smooth either. We had lots of trouble as taking the wrong train, the coat of my sis being stolen by one or two guys, while the coat was frigging PINK D:  But finally we arrived there and a mother could pick us up . Luckily everyone was very glad we could come and after some time I felt really comfortable with the people there. The days before I was really afraid they would neglect me or something because I don't know them really well and I'm really insecure. The food was also good XD everyone brought something we baked brownies. The meals weren't really things I liked so I ate a lot of the desserts. Hopefully I will gain some extra weight someday :p

But the return was absolutely horrible. There were stations under construction everywhere we had to go. All the trains we needed were cancelled. It was freezing cold and on top of that it also started to rain. Not just drizzle but the kind where it literally pours down with a few 10000 liters per second. The combination made me really sick and I couldn't wait to go home. Just when things 'couldn't get worse' we had some delay which made us miss the train to our hometown. But there was an American that also needed to get the same train. So we had a lot of interesting conversations about politics in the Netherlands and U.S. and golden age and it was good for practicing my English i think.

I have been quite depressed lately but I think it is mostly caused by the sudden temperature differences. My body gets confused and I can't adjust that quickly. Also it makes me all nervous and irritated.

But luckily there were some good points today. I got clothes from H&M that I ordered a while ago. And also my twinsis and I ordered some lomography cameras. Both with fisheye lenses. I posted photos before. I also still have to get a maxi dress from an Asian fashion site. I ordered 2 things there but I exchanged one item but there went something wrong so I have to mail them again.

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Vintage analogue photo effect

Cuz I don't have much I wanna blog about (and because of my bedtime) I won't write much today.

So here are some photo's I edited:

I think they turned out pretty cool.

I am still trying to save money for a Canon 550d but I only have 115 euro yet.

It's really annoying because I don't even have a job now and most likely I can't get one at the moment.

But my twinsister said I really have to get another camera, she loves lomography and such and she saw one that was perfect for me.

It is a analogue camera with fish-eye lens.

It is only 45 euro + shipping.

I really love the hello kitty design with the nautical stripes and colours.

I would really like to experiment somewhat with fish-eye photography.

Fish-eye photography is really cute if you use it on animals <3

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OOTD

Caught A Cold :(

Hello everyone~!!!

Since yesterday I haven't been feeling really well, I kind of caught a cold. I also feel very tired but that's just because I can't go to bed on time. So I'm also very tired. But I did twice as much work as I had to finish today. It felt much better than doing nothing. I really wanna lie all day in bed till I recover from everything that's wrong with my body actually. But at least I've been really glad that it's getting colder and I can wear pretty clothes again. There is nothing better than the fall season (except the colds) I really like the colors on the trees and it's a great season to take your camera with you on long walks. I think I should really visit some forest nearby and take some photographs or even ask my twinsis to do a mori-photoshoot, always dreamt of those :p. She makes really good photos of people in my opinion.

Also I have somewhat more trouble picking clothes, I don't even know why :o
It's more like I'm bored of all the clothes even though I just bought some other shirts and dresses. I get greedy~!!!! :o haha. I wish I could spend a little bit more on clothes though even if it isn't really necessary to have you know. Most girls would agree with me right :p

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Photography Outing

Last days weren't really interesting. There was just a lot of stress.

The other day I mentioned I went out to take pictures because I had migraine again.

So I posted them below.

The only pity is that my laptop is trolling and I can't even upload the pictures so I had to do it other ways :s

Hope You like them, they are shot with my sisters Canon EOS 550

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