Great Weekend Already

Hey Guys~
Yesterday I've been to the town I grew up in. So nostalgic <3 it's such a cute city. I went there to pick up my developed pictures but what a shock!! They charged me 28€ for two films. They printed all my pictures and they won't even give me a CD I don't even know what this bullshit is but it's soo expensive ;__;
After my shopping (did such a lot of shopping this week really abnormal) I got to a cafe and bought myself some hot chocolate. So good to buy hot drinks in the winter and enjoy them while listening to good ballads. In one day I met a cousin and a girl I didn't see for like 5 years again. It was so good to be able to talk to them again.

Today travelling wasn't so relaxing. I still wanted to do a lot of stuff like going to the zoo, or even to the market to buy some cheap fruits and stuff. But the trains weren't even riding. It would take me hours to even get to Amsterdam and from there I would still have to take a metro. So I couldn't go to the zoo again this weekend. But I had to be in my hometown very early again So I just decided to give up and travel back to be on time. I met up with one of my best friends and my twinsister and her best friend (who's a guy) but he was like really sick and close to dying these past few weeks. So I was incredibly happy to see him ofcourse. I spent for 130€ on books ;___; but now I have probably all the English classics ever made. I still have to count the total of books. I had so much fun and I even traveled back with my friend so I could still chat some more with her on the train. On the way back I read the Hunchback of the Notre Dame. I didn't even have music with me (soo stupid) but it was very quiet so it didn't matter after all.

Tomorrow I have a special 'Running Man Meeting' as in the one of the korean variety show. It's gonna be so much fun and I'll keep you updated!!

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Continuing my previous post

This weekend was totally crazy. We went to the airport to welcome the Exo leaders for the AMA's that were held in the Netherlands this year. But it was such a disappointment due to Jessica's or Tifanny's accident (one of the SNSD member's) they didn't let us see them. We waited for like 24 hours if it wasn't more. We didn't even sleep and we were already broken before they even arrived. The people working at the airport had been lying to us for the whole weekend already and we were already sick and tired of all their excuses saying they would arrive with the next plane. But the took some exit we couldn't reach so nobody got to see them. And exotics are pretty dangerous I am never ever going to meet with them again. They are so aggressive. My friend even had to take medicine and see a doctor because of all the pushing people behind her did.

Today I went to some kind of book event. There was just a big hall full of books and you could just fill a cart and check your books out if you were done shopping. Just like a giant bookstore with very cheap books. All the English literature books were only 2€ instead of the usual 10€. And on top of that they weren't used, even though I love second-hand books more because of the smell (yes i'm weird like that) but considering that it is really close to free. I bought like 20 books already for 42.50€ and this Saturday I'm visiting again with a friend which is good since I still saw a lot of books I wanted to buy but I was afraid I couldn't carry that much home.

Lately I've been so chaotic, I've been losing everything. Even important things as keys are gone for a few hours. It is so bad I just want the moving to be over very quickly. It is so frustrating to live at two places at once since you can't keep a track of what is where. I hope to move at the end of the month since I'll be getting my furniture on the 20th. I am so excited and I will definitely upload photos when it's done.

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Found A New Place

Hey Guys~
Lately I have been so busy with finding myself a new home. And I can now finally say I've got one!!
I just wanna fill you in about last weeks:

31 October:
Finally some of my messages on the site where you can search for apartments/rooms were replied. I got 3 replies in total which isn't really much. But considering I'm still a high school student and they don't want really want me in student appartments and stuff I was quite lucky. So I made an appointment with the room I was interested in the most. The owner was really nice and clear about everything. Everything was clean even though my 3 housemates would be guys.

1 November
I still made an appointment with the owner of the room I didn't really like but I still went to look around. It was a smaller room and it even had a slanted roof. He showed me another room, but it was the attic and there was a roof instead of walls and yes it was a slanted roof again. Like where the heck am I going to put my closets etc then? And he was acting a bit weird so I didn't feel really comfortable there. Even though the housemates were all female except for the landlord himself (which he didn't even mention in his ad) The owner of the other apartment called and we made an appointment for contract-signing.

2 November
I decided to postpone the signing and take a day off otherwise I would definitely have a break-down. So I went to the zoo and I didn't really feel very good so first I just sat down at the aquarium and read a book. I visited the planetarium too but it made me kind of dizzy but it was still fun. Later I felt better and wandered around to make pictures. It was soo pretty I definitely recommend going to the zoo in autumn. Especially Artis it has such a beautiful scenery and it autumn it's even prettier.

3 November
I slept a really long time but afterwards I went to some second-hand market. It was so big. You had the pay 4€ so I was kind of hesitant to go but it turned out to be worth it. I have 5 new analogue cameras now and they are so beautiful. Turned out I had less money in my pockets then I wanted to spend. Such beautiful camera's there!!! The contract-signing went well and I got my keys :D

5 November
Someone who is currently living with me helped me with moving the stuff that was still at my parent's house. It was such a lot. I kind of abandoned all of my furniture except for my bed. And all the rest of the stuff was in boxes. Turns out I really have a lot. So I spend a few days sorting it all out and 25% of the stuff or even more are things I don't want anymore. I have such a hard time throwing things away, Especially clothes.

Tomorrow a post about last weekend and this week~
Sorry for neglecting you guys again <3
Xxx

Travelling Every Weekend

Heey~
Last time things aren't going great. But you probably noticed my absence.
I have the biggest trouble finding an apartment. And everything else in my life fails and i'm just depressed.

I had a week vacation but sadly it's almost over. This Saturday I went to an exhibition about Van Gogh. They promised a lot, they would've reconstructed his paintings with the original colors and show the new painting. But it was totally disappointing since I couldn't even see the differences between the paintings and the reconstructions. And on top of that they didn't even show the real painting of Sunset at Montmajaour.
But I got to return a few items I bought at Primark since that date was the last day I could still return it and get my money back. So I bought a lot of new stockings (my new fetish) and spend a lot again. Even though I still have to return a lot of those clothes again. I also visited the market since my favorite bag broke. I didn't find a new one but I found out I could still repair the old one.

I also went to chinatown, I searched for Kimchi since it's my absolute favourite food. I really couldn't find anything and I was also starting to get hungry. It is so tormenting to walk through asian supermarkets when you're hungry. And I can't even cook my own food yet. Still I spend a lot of money there, I came across this ubercute shop which sells Hello Kitty, Totoro and Studio Ghibli things and even more. So I bought something you can put your eggs in and then you get a Hello Kitty shaped egg. I hope it will work out XD

Next week I get an Ov-card (it's an card which is used for travelling) that I can use limitless in the weekends. I spend a bit on it since it wasn't free (students get a free one but i'm not a student yet which sucks) To make this all much better I even subscribed at my favorite zoo. They even have a planetarium!! It was a bit more expensive than the other zoo's but I like this one the best. Even when there are a lot of people it's not uncomfortable to be there. My favorite place is absolutely the aquarium, the kids who come there are so cute~ I can sit there for hours. It would be soo good to be gone from home even if it's just the weekends.

But I'll definitely keep you guys more updated now I can do more beside just sleeping and eating haha.

Xx

Jay.... Park

My week was very chaotic again. 

But I saw Jay FUCKING Park. 

Yes he was in the netherlands.

I already heard of some group that had plans to go to the airport and welcome him. I live on the other side of the country so at first I didn't wanna go. A train ticket would cost 40€ for me. But I figured I would regret it forever if I would let this slide. So I checked how much was in my bank account. Turned out I still had a whole lot of money so I just got on the train not caring about anything. I even shopped a little bit and got myself some new clothes.

I was practically the first to be at the airport from the group who suggested to meet there. But there was a little disappointment since the site suddenly said Jay would arrive at another time and we could better go home. When I lost more and more hope a few security guards showed up. At first I was a little bit stressed out since I wondered if they would send us away for being too loud. We waited like forever but finally he was there. All the fangirls went totally crazy. At first I tried to follow Jay Park but everything was so crazy I kind of lost him, but I stood like 30 cm beside him. But then his supporting act Victor came and I just ran to them. They were also very cool. Jay was a bit ill so he wasn't smiling very much (like: not) But I shook hands with someone from Victor (my bias ofc) and now I am a bit in love kekekeke~

The travel to home was a disaster. All the trains were suddenly cancelled and when I came halfway I just couldn't go any further. Luckily I traveled with my friend and she invited me over. We had a lot of fun, only a pity I still had to go to school today. But yeah good excuse for missing PE class right? Haha. 

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Rainy Days

Hey guys~
Yesterday was once a productive day for me. I cleaned my room. It was such hard work since I didn't do it in a long while. My floor was all dirty and my sink was even clogged. Apparently too many of my long hairs got into the drain and the water wouldn't even flow down properly. So I had a very hard time getting all those hairs out and it was really gross. I felt so dirty and my clothes even got wet so just jumped in the shower afterwards. But now my room is clean again, even though there are already crumbs from pie and cookies everywhere again.

Today we had PE with another class, but I totally didn't like it. The kids were so active and loud and we also did a very stupid game and I decided to just sit and watch, which turned out to be a very wise decision. School was very boring and tiresome as usual. After school I called my doctor to talk about my chronic fatigue but the conversation didn't go that well but I kinda expected that. But it made me feel totally hopeless and sad. But I'll just have to bear with it.

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Going Insane~

My life is really too much drama so I'm neglecting my readers, still love you all though.
Being too tired and can'even take care of my blog properly. Vacation is over now sadly enough and there has been going on too much. Sorry for my bad English to blame on my fatigue.

I went to a museum today since it was free. It was raining all day and even though I really love rain it was very hard to find motivation to go outside. My twinsister was chilling with her boyfriend and wanted to go a second time dragging her boyfriend along. There were a lot of paintings and drawings which weren't really my taste. But at the upper floor they had a photo exhibition and it was very breathtaking. I can't remember the photographer's name anymore but he made a album cover for lady Gaga. It was a Dutch photographer but I liked his photo's a lot.

After the museum we went for dinner, I didn't really wanna eat at home since our cook (yes we have our own cook) doesn't work in the weekends and the food is most of the time very bad. So we ate pizza and it was very delicious even though I hadn't much appetite. But the ice-cream we had was soo yummy.

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